When I first took up my current job, I took it to lose myself, and then, to find myself. To open my heart and eyes and learn more about the world than newspapers and packed trips can accommodate. We need sometimes, to escape into open solitude, into the unknowing, run into hazards - in order to sharpen the edge of life, to taste hardship and shake up our complacencies. I like that people cannot put a name or a tag to me, and have the opportunity to come into contact with more essential parts of myself.
Part of the enjoyment comes in finding fun in ordinary things, and truly discovering - not in seeing new places but in seeing with new eyes. The past year has taught me not to get answers, but to ask better questions. It has given me the chance to be transnational - able to adapt anywhere, used to being outsiders everywhere and deposited in the midst of terror and wonder. The most valuable Pacifics we explore will always be the vast expanses within us. The year past has brought me to a heightened state of awareness, in which I am hopefully more mindful, receptive, undimmed by familiarity and ready to transformed.
The freedom and joy of traveling in the midst of work has been phenomenal.
If a diploma can famously be a passport to a journey through hard realism, a passport can be a diploma for a crash course in cultural relativism. As what Santayana said, "There is wisdom in turning as often as possible from the familiar to the unfamiliar; it keeps the mind nimble; it kills prejudice, and it fosters humour." I know I have evolved to be a better person with a stronger character yet a lighter heart in the past year in the USA. I hope to keep this going - even when I eventually, hopefully get back home. :)
On an aside note, my sister is here, along with Clone! :p We celebrated their visit, along with my 1 year in the USA (which was just purely coincidental) with an evening at the
HOLLYWOOD BOWL. I love the bowl! Tonight's concert had guest star Bebel Gilberto (one of my fave. Bossa Nova singers), alongside the LA Philharmonic Orchestra and eye-popping Samba dancers. It truly went beyond what I expected, with even a
spectacular firework finale as part of the concert "Firework Finale - Blame it on Rio"!!! What good fun, considering we're going to
Brazil - Rio in a month's time! Talk about the little things in life that come so nicely together.. ^_^
(Paiseh, meant to edit the video but no time for iMovie now, so pardon my crazy cheers...u got to see the finale at the end..the fireworks are REALLY amazing!)